I fucked the girl from Sleater Kinney

-Ecstasy is like taking ice-cream scoops out of your brain. Mmm, ice-cream.

-I'm still beaming from Big Day Out. I've compared this feeling to the release of Pink Floyd's Dark Side of the Moon. They were in search for fame and fortune and after that album, they got everything they wanted and were lost for what to do next.

-My BDO experience could have been summed up with:



-I guess it's not only the post-BDO blues that is making me feel a bit lost. I guess I've been lost for the last month or so. I don't know anything anymore hey. I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm going to do. It takes me so long to do anything, deliberating over every decision like it would change my life. But at the same time I don't care at all. Everything should fall into place, but they should fall into place perfectly.

-In other news, this journal has slowly turned into nearly everything that I didn't want it to become. Regular updates about how interesting my life is; writing for it to be read; lame shit. So, I'm sorry journal. It was alot funner when I wrote like no one was reading. These posts are fucking bland and it's boring me writing about what I did. So fucking pointless. I don't even know what brought this on. But I guess I don't know why I do many things anymore. Which I guess was what this journal was for in the first place. Fuck, it doesn't even matter; I don't even know what I'm saying anyway.

-Bye.

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